Beringat Sebelum Kena

Earlier, I was reading my friend's blog entry about her going for a medical checkup due to some pain at the chest she had. Alhamdulillah, as shown by the result, she is free from the suspected illness. Thank God.

But that does not mean that we can delay to take care of ourselves, kan people?

I know, my family background had some medical history. I am 25 now, I hope it is not too late to start taking care of myself while this body of mine is still in good condition. Better late than never. Used to be so active during my years of study, but I slow down after I started working. Haih. I should have never stop.

So now, I joined some physical activity that I like. I tried jogging before, but running was just not quite my style, so I am doing something I like more now, dance class and aerobik! Haha! Those modern jazz steps had really made me sweat!

Also, I am beginning to love Sudoku. I am not really into it previously, but I loved to do crossword puzzles before. Our mind need to exercise too, people. We just have to! By using our brain more, the healthier it will become. Saya pernah baca, kalau tak nak nyanyuk di masa tua, sila latih otak untuk rajin berfikir di masa muda. I mean, solve puzzles, Sudoku ke, write stories or poems atau cipta sesuatu.

Come on, let's take good care of ourselves. Kalau bukan diri sendiri sayang diri sendiri, then who will? Kan? Jom exercise!

Gracefully

I just want to fly high

and dance in the air

with the wind blowing my face

and the music sings in my heart.

Sunshine

And I woke up smiling at the sun.

For I had fallen in love, with the sunshine.

React

What happened last night somehow reminds me of Senandika back then.

I remembered when me and some of the seniors (especially RA and ZM) wanted to put a prank on the juniors, specifically for AN @ Ayam, but somehow prank tu berkait sekali dengan the whole team. And the guy members of the team dengan rasa panas, tak puas hati, serta mahu menegakkan kebenaran, beramai-ramai menghala ke rumah warden untuk membuat perhitungan, while the girl members ada yang dah menangis ketakutan dan saling pujuk-memujuk meredakan perasaan gusar masing-masing.

That's when we know we should end up all the actings. (T_T)

For some, we might looked so unreasonable for putting up such prank. But trust me, we have our own reason. And that night, we know that everyone love everyone, everyone love the team, and many would do whatever it takes just to save the team, and clean up the team's name.

So last night, seeing how my state-mate stood up against an angry women named FT which claimed us, all women of our place, as sl** and b***h (I'm not going to elaborate more on this, hope everyone got the lessons already), I cannot help but to suddenly recall the moment Senandika is there to backup me n ZM (who were actually acting the whole scene of live drama huhu).

Tiba-tiba sayu dan rindu kat the team. I wonder if things are now still the same. Will they backup each other when someone is in trouble? Will they stick together and fight for their right if someone try to break the team? Will they stay as a family like what we did back then?

Oh, back to the FT's case. Lesson learnt :
1. Not everything should be made public.
2. Jangan salahkan semua pihak hanya kerana seorang je yang buat salah. Dalam setandan pisang, tak semuanya elok kan. Takkan terus nak label semuanya buruk.
3. Tapi semua orang jangan pulak emo sangat dan cepat melatah, that will only make things worse. Huhu. But to backup the person you should backup is alright, asal saja jangan over-reacting dan ambil kesempatan.
4. Kalau marah tu, ingat Tuhan beb...Makin korang marah, makiiin la syaitan suka. Ini nak sambung mencarut jugak, so what makes you different from the women who called us sl** and b***h tu? Sigh~
5. People do made mistakes. Yang penting, belajarlah dari kesilapan.

I'm not saying that what my people do is wrong or right. Baguslahkan react and backup each other. Tapi, berpada-pada. Jangan sampai jadi big chaos. Ok. Peace!

God Knows..

Lucu, melihat bagaimana sesetengah perkara yang kita separuh mati nak elak sampai macam-macam kita buat demi untuk perkara itu tidak datang kepada kita, tapi akhirnya tiba juga di muka pintu kehidupan kita.

Lucu, melihat bagaimana sesetengah perkara itu kita mahu sangat-sangat sampai putus separuh nafas berlari dan mengejar, tapi dicapai-capai tetap juga tangan tak sampai.

Tak semua perkara yang kita tak suka tu, tak baik untuk kita.
Dan bukan semua perkara yang kita mahukan itu baik untuk kita.
Tuhan lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik.

Now that the thing that I've been trying to avoid all this while had finally knocked on my doors despite of all the crazy things I've done just so I can get away from it, what else can I do except to open up my heart and go with the flow. God knows what's the best for me. I believe.

God knows.
Don't you agree?

For the writer and singer of Dear Mr. Future song...

Alhamdulillah.

She found him . Or should I say he found her?
Either way, I'm glad she is finally happy.

I've been reading her words, singing her songs for the past years since senikatawati is still available for public. Words cannot tell how much she inspires me with her writings and songs. And I cannot describe how I rise from fall with her writings by my side. God knows.

The moment I heard the breaking news, I could not help myself but to smile and feel very happy for her. I even nearly burst out into tears of joy! Funny kan, considering that we've never met each other. But yes, that's how I felt. I remembered those time when I wrote this for her. Ya, sampai tahap itu dia menjadi sumber kekuatan hati saya sampaikan saya jadi takut bila melihat dia tampak sedikit goyah.

Dear Wani, congratulations on the engagement. I pray that everything will be alright and you both will always be happy together. True, there is no guarantee of tomorrow. But insyaAllah, with all the prayers from your loved ones, things will be great.

Now that she had found her Dear Mr. Future, I believe Gelas Kaca Separuh Penuh is out there too. *smile*

Bebas

Setelah berhempas pulas
Akhirnya kau terlepas
Di ruang luas
Kau berlari bebas
Sampai penat tak ternafas
Kau tak hirau asal kau puas

Tapi akhirnya kau sampai ke mana
Bila saja ruang luas itu tiada penghujungnya?

Kau lepas bebas.
Tapi malang, tetap terpenjara.

You Wished!

"NOT THAT I WANT YOU TO FORGET THE PAST.

JUST WANT US TO LIVE THE PRESENT.

AND BUILD THE FUTURE."

You wished!!!

Issues I'd Like to Get Rid Of

Issues - The Saturdays



Ohhh Yeah

Sometimes
I Feel like I’m going out of My mind,
Boy the way you do me is a damn crime,
But then you smile at me and its all right,
With you there aint nothin' in between,

Every time that I walk out the door,
Tell myself I can't take it no more,
There’s a part of me won't let you go
Keep saying yes when my minds saying no,

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin' for so long,
You empty out my love until its all gone,
You change the words but still it's the same song,
I’m tired of the melody.

Change my number and throw out your clothes,
But my feelings for you, it still shows,
I keep building the walls round my heart,
But then I see you, and it all falls apart...

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Why fight it, cant hide it
Truth is I think I like it,
Confusion, illusions
Still I don’t know which way to go….


Chorus: (x2)
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.

Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues,
We got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues

Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know whether I should hate you or miss you.


P/s: Recenty, I've been listening to this song more and more and more. And I hate the fact of how it made me feel so miserable. Layan je lah. Enjoy the vid and song!

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010!

Tahun Baru tiba lagi. 2009 yang berlalu diganti dengan hadirnya 2010.
Entah kenapa tahun baru kali ini saya seakan kurang bersemangat, tidak seperti tahun baru 2009 yang lalu. Mungkin saya terlalu banyak fikirkan perkara yang tidak perlu.

Tapi saya tetap gembira dan bersyukur kerana Tuhan kurniakan saya peluang untuk tetap bernafas ke tahun 2010. Semoga 2010 membawa kebahagiaan, kebaikan dan kejayaan kepada saya, dan kepada anda semua.

Salam Tahun Baru 2010!

Resolusi tahun baru? Maaf, seperti tahun-tahun terdahulu, lazimnya resolusi tahunan saya bermula pada bulan Disember. Lebih tepat lagi, 12 Disember pada setiap tahun. *senyum*
Alhamdulillah, sebahagian resolusi tahun lepas tercapai, walaupun ada sebahagian lagi terbengkalai dan masih cuba hendak digapai. InsyaAllah, dengan izin Tuhan, saya pasti berjaya merealisasikannya suatu masa kelak. Walaupun belum tiba di puncak, setidak-tidaknya saya sedang mendaki.

Anda juga begitu. Kalau hasrat tahun lalu masih belum berjaya sepenuhnya, jangan mudah mengalah! Saya doakan kita semua sama-sama sampai ke matlamat pendakian kita tahun ini.

Goodbye 2009,
Terima kasih 2009 kerana mengajar saya banyak perkara, menemukan saya dengan pelbagai manusia. Pahit atau manis, saya akan tetap kenang kamu, 2009. Takkan lupa.

Tak akan.