H.E.L.L.O.
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Lagu Pilihan Hari Ini.
Amboi terasa formal plak ucapan pembukaan entri tadi tu oi iramahati oi... Erm, dah lama kan aku tak update blog ni. Bukan takde benda nak tulis. Aku rasa life aku sekarang agak menarik jugak since dah dekat dengan #SilkySiblings yang havoc kecoh giler penuh perkara tak terduga tu hihi (Sibs, if u're reading this, big family hugs for ya!!), but I guess mood menulis aku cam dah down berbanding dulu.
Nevertheless, hari ini hati aku dah terbuka untuk update blog. Walaupun update-an ini tidak seberapa, just nak bagitau korang...
I CANT GET THIS SONG OUT OF MY HEAD FOR NOW!!
Padahal lagu ni dah lama kot, tapi sejak keluar kat drama TV tu haih...dok terngiang balik.
Gila!
K, bye!
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Save Me From Myself
I am not perfect. Nobody is. But this song somehow always made my day brighter. :)
"Save Me From Myself" by Christina Aguilera
It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you've gotta be
Everything's changin
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through
When I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waitin
with your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself
from myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself
My love is tainted by your touch
Cuz some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away
Don't ask me why I'm cryin
Cuz when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smilin
You always save me from myself
from myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself
I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you
It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me a better woman
to myself to myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself
Random Decemberwishlist Day #11:
To perform this song during an open mic session. Hahaha. Bolehkah? ;p
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Skyscraper
Lyrics | Demi Lovato lyrics - Skyscraper lyrics
She might not be the best singer in the world (but she is a great one!)
She might not have the best song in the world (but it is a great song!)
But I felt it.
The song.
The hurt.
The pain.
The rising.
The strength.
The comeback.
A song full of emotion.
Meaningful.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
To Make You Feel My Love
So, for those who not know, selain daripada suka melayari internet, membaca buku, menulis puisi dan sekali-sekala syok sendiri bermain muzik (perasan songwriter hahaha), aku juga gemar menari. I've been dancing Modern Jazz for 1.5 years. Seronok.
Lagu Adele kat atas tu, Make You Feel My Love, adalah latest dance yang aku sedang belajar sekarang. Tapi of course lah aku attach video klip Adele je ok, kalau video klip aku menari dekat Studio 23 sorry naik lorry.
I love this song. I really like it. That day during our practice, when the instructor tried to make us dance with emotion, she asked us to think of dancing this routine to one special person whom we really loved. Can be family members, best friends, lovers or anyone. Imagine you are dancing this dance to that one very special person, she said.
Lyrics:
Make You Feel My Love - Adele (Original song by Bob Dylan)
When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet
I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love
Korang tau tak siapa that one very special person I wish to dance this for?
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Khairul S. Music
Siapakah Khairul S. Music? Nama sebenar Khairul Syukri M. Ridzuan. Nama pentas Khairul S. Nama TV yang seringkali dia cuba elakkan, Syukri Keynote. Hehehe.
First kenal dia kat event mana tah, dia tengah nyanyi lagu She's My Princess. Bunyi macam aku attend event tu jeh, padahal aku tengok video yang orang lain upload kat internet jeh pun. Pastu terus suka lagu tu sebab catchy. (Siap aku nak buat cover version 'Coz I'm Ur Princess' huhuhu tapi tak penah siap sebab idea aku stuck)
Then satu hari bila Astro buat rancangan realiti baru bernama Keynote kat TV, aku pun perasan la mamat nih cam familiar. Bila godek-godek page FB kawan aku, sah, brader She's My Princess rupanya. First few episodes rancangan Keynote kat TV, aku confuse giler. Sebab kat TV nama dia Syukri (Astro suruh pakai nama ni). Aku pulak kenal dia as Khairul S. Beberapa kali jugak lah Yasmin Hani (host) tu kena bebel aku sebab dok salah sebut nama Khairul jadi Syukri (padahal YH bukan tau pun, bukan boleh dengar pun)
Ok, itu dia serba sedikit introduction pasal Khairul S. Meh aku tunjuk gambar sikit. (Semua pic adalah copy paste from Khairul S Music FB fanpage)
Tu dia gambar masa dia join Keynote tahun lepas. KN SYUKRI dan hantar ke ntah-tak-ingat-apa-nombor hehehe. Itu gitar dia bernama Kutcher, tapi aku selalu panggil Rabbit je. Sekarang gitar itu sudah jadi arwah kalau tak silap. Huhu.
Giler panjang introduction. Padahal real intention aku nak review CD demo Khairul S yang aku dok dengar sepanjang malam ni. Aku bagitau tracklist ringkas je lah ek, esok-esok aku buat review yang lebih detail ok :)
Track List:
1. She's My Princess (2009) - favourite and first song aku dengar.
2. Irama Hati (2010) - PALING SUKA! Sebab aku yang request dia cipta lagu ni hehehe (fyi, iramahati is my nickname). Thanks a lot, Kerosyuk!! Nice! Click here for lyric of Irama Hati.
3. Kembali (2005)
4. Kamek Oghang Sayang Kitak (2009) - lagu kiut in bahasa Sarawak :) KS, balit gik sitok!
5. Fathers' Day In Chinese Way (2008)
6. Ku Berubah (2010)
7. No Promises (2008)
8. I Just Don't Know (2007)
9. All I See Is You (2007) - another favourite!
10. Shake n Stir (DBS Cover) (2007) -Favourite aku jugak!! Tapi ini lagu band member dia dari DBS yang compose, lain kali aku citer pasal band DBS pulak ye. Band Temjin pun ada.
11. Warna Warni (2010)
12. Tidakkanku Biarkannya Begitu (2006)
13. BeDeiBeDeiBingBing (2009) - Favourite lagi! Ini birthday song yang cute :)
14. Ekor Cicak (2008) - lagu ni sengal! Hahaha setiap kali dengar aku teringat budak-budak kuliah aku dulu.
(Pssstt...Siapa nak dengar semua lagu di atas, dialu-alukan untuk membeli demo tersebut daripada beliau. Boleh klik link ke page dia and order. Or you guys can catch him at any of his gig ke show ke tak pun nampak dia kat tengah jalan, tahan je. Hahaha. Layan....)
Monday, April 25, 2011
Kaca Angkasa by Wani Ardy
KACA ANGKASA
(Lagu/Lirik oleh Wani Ardy)
Aku kasihan dengan mereka
Yang tidak tahu beza kaca, permata
Aku kasihan dengan mereka
Yang tidak tahu syukur apa ada
Punya teman, kita lemparkan
Dunia luas, apa yang dihairan
Manusia mudah terasa
Merumitkan apa yang biasa
Apa perlunya dendam segala
Bila ada Tuhan dan karma
Apa jaminan kita kekal sama
Persetan kenal sebulan atau sedekad
Punya teman, kita lemparkan
Dunia luas, apa yang dihairan
Manusia mudah terasa
Merumitkan apa yang biasa
“Siapa yang mahu
menadah sambut
kaca dari angkasa?”
Yang kita betul hendak, seribulah menapak
Yang kita sudah enggan, melangitlah hujahan
Kita kaca bagi yang buta
Manusia mudah terasa
Merumitkan apa yang biasa


Macam yang Wani tulis dalam lirik lagu ni, "Kita kaca bagi yang buta". Tapi aku tak salahkan sesiapa kalau ada yang buta membezakan kaca atau permata. Tak perlu berdendam, Tuhan lebih tahu hikmahnya.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Rainy Sunday
Bliss.
Therefore I'd like to share a song called 'Rain' by Priscilla Ahn, one of my favourite singer-songwriter. Enjoy.
Lyrics:
Well it's raining and it's pouring
and my old man, well he is snoring
rainy day stay
well my brother, he builds a puzzle
on the blue rug with lazy bubbles
rainy day please stay
rain rain don't go away, the sun can come back another day
rainy day please stay
well my mother, she doesn't bother with the dishes in the kitchen
rainy day please stay
well now i am three thousand miles from a rainy day with my dearest lovers
fathers dreaming of the fall
mother covers with the shall
brothers in the yellow hall, painting pictures on the wall
i am listening on the floor, to sounds i used to know
rain is falling to the ground praying all the hopes
are found
rain rain don't go away, the sun can come back another day, rain please stay
rain rain rain rain....
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Me and My Midnight Melodies...
Just thought I might share some of the songs, since lagu-lagu ni korang takkan dapat dengar kat radio. Well, I mean for the time being lah..mungkin tahun depan ada masuk Xfm..Mana tahu, kan?












dan banyak lagi tapi tak terlarat aku nak copy paste sekarang.
Nanti-nanti sajalah.
Enjoy!
Friday, August 27, 2010
The Truth of Being Perfect
(And I've known it for quite some time, long before we met)
The more you are trying to be perfect for me and for us, the more that you are letting me down. So just be yourself, because you are imperfectly perfect in my eyes. And this is the truth.
Kris Allen - The Truth
Lying next to you
Wishing I could disappear
Let you fall asleep
And vanish out into thin air
It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads
And we don't believe it
Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet are crumbling
The walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth
I still keep your photographs
I remember how we used to laugh
I can keep on losing sleep
If you're okay with being torn in half
It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads
And we don't believe it
Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet are crumbling
The walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth
Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning
And let the rain come in
Stop pretending that it's not ending
And let the end begin, oh yeah...
Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet are crumbling
The walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth
It's easier than telling the truth...
P/s: I am currently trying to work on a cover version (cum reply version) of the song.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Jatuh Hati Pada Melody!
Melody - by Kate Earl
no matter what has ever come to me
i got my own brand of company
i got ba ba ba inside my head
and i sing songs back to back until i got to bed
wake up by myself inside an empty room
theres no body next to mine to oooh
but my skin is warm and my heart is full
its the do do do do do do
walking waking on a crowded street
with my headphones loud
so my hips can swing, so my head can nod
to the rock and roll to the boom boom beat
and i find that im never alone
and i find that my heart is my home
and the music within makes me whole
a world that i built on my own
and i know that im never alone
and i know that my heart is my home
every missing piece of me
i can find in a melody
no matter what has ever come to me
i got my own kind of company
i got ba ba ba inside my head
and i sing songs back to back until i go to bed
theres a river in my mind thats never still
swirling , soothing all the time gives me a thrill
swimming in the notes that go
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
wandering, waking in an empty wood
it is quiet here, i am powerful
i look down below serenade the world
from inside my soul
and i find that im never alone
and i find that my heart is my home
and the music within makes me whole
a world that i built on my own
and i know that im never alone
and i know that my heart is my home
every missing piece of me
i can find in a melody
when the walls begin to creep in
and the sky is fallin down
when im swallowed up in feelings
i get lost inside the sound...
Huhu..
This song touch me...
Monday, January 4, 2010
Issues I'd Like to Get Rid Of
Ohhh Yeah
Sometimes
I Feel like I’m going out of My mind,
Boy the way you do me is a damn crime,
But then you smile at me and its all right,
With you there aint nothin' in between,
Every time that I walk out the door,
Tell myself I can't take it no more,
There’s a part of me won't let you go
Keep saying yes when my minds saying no,
Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.
Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin' for so long,
You empty out my love until its all gone,
You change the words but still it's the same song,
I’m tired of the melody.
Change my number and throw out your clothes,
But my feelings for you, it still shows,
I keep building the walls round my heart,
But then I see you, and it all falls apart...
Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.
Why fight it, cant hide it
Truth is I think I like it,
Confusion, illusions
Still I don’t know which way to go….
Chorus: (x2)
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues,
We got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues
Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know whether I should hate you or miss you.
P/s: Recenty, I've been listening to this song more and more and more. And I hate the fact of how it made me feel so miserable. Layan je lah. Enjoy the vid and song!
Monday, December 7, 2009
Meanwhile, Wani Ardy's EP is up for grabs!!
Walaupun bukan Askar seperti yang perancangan awal, tetapi Meanwhile tetap akan menjadi kesayangan saya. Seperti Perempuan Simpanan tu. Kesayangan. ♥♥♥♥♥
I just cannot wait to have the EP playing in my car all way long to and from one place and another. Haha.. Bunyi macam orang yang selalu tersekat kat jalanraya saja, padahal tidak.
Seeing the EP playlist, the one that catched my eyes the most:
♥♥SECRET LOVERS AT SUPPER!!♥♥

Yes, the poem. No, nothing to do with the lady in the pic. Haha. The lady just cannot wait to know what is the secret lovers story all about. Tajuk puisi yang memanggil-manggil. Teehee~
I'll write a review of the EP once I have it in my hands, ok.
(^_^)
Monday, July 27, 2009
Setem Pada Syurga
Hakikatnya setiap saat pasti ada yang tiba di sana, cuma kita yang tidak ambil endah.
Doa saya, apabila sampai masanya tiada lagi jalan untuk saya menapak, apabila tiada lagi laluan untuk saya dan takdir sudah membawa saya ke hujung, saya harap Dia permudahkanlah.
Setem Pada Syurga - a song by Wani Ardy
Ini kata hati yang terlewat diucapkan
Ini lagu untuk kau yang tinggal wajah dalam bayang
Suara terngiang-ngiangkan
Jika hela nafas kau berlingkar di udara
Akan kukhabarkan bahawa kau antara tapak di pasir
Tidak terhapus dek ombak
Kira kau mendengar atau melihat
Dari mana yang tidak aku tahu
Namun aku pasti bahawa
kau sebahagian diriku yang hilang, yang hilang
Seperti anggota tubuhku berkurang, berkurang
Ini kata hati yang terlewat diucapkan
Lagu Setem pada Syurga adalah antara yang terawal saya dengar dari Wani, dan terus melekat ke hati. Setiap kali saya nyanyikan lagu ini, imej Aidil merebutguna basikal mainan roda tiga yang saya tidak mahu lepaskan dari kayuhan selalu terpapar di depan mata.
Saya tidak tahu kenapa selama dua tahun kami sempat bersama, imej itu yang paling kuat dan jelas di ingatan.
Mungkinkah kerana sampai saat ini saya masih(dan akan sentiasa) rasa yang saya sebenarnya patut biar adik saya main basikal kecil beroda tiga itu sepuasnya?

Monday, June 1, 2009
Mengimbau Memori Sunflowers 1.20
Sabtu lepas aku pergi majlis akad nikah kawan aku. Nama dia Reena. Ex-classmate masa Form 5, tapi betul2 rapat masa jadi 'roommates' kat Matrix Labuan. And yes, to be true aku memang dah lama tak pergi majlis akad nikah sesiapa. I mean, pergi yang terlibat sama. Sama-sama teman pengantin pompuan tunggu pengantin lelaki datang rumah. Sama-sama nervous dan tak senang duduk.
Haha. Giler ah. Aku nervous mengalahkan pengantin. Kejap-kejap aku bangun, duduk balik, bangun balik. Pastu panas tak pasal-pasal, padahal bilik tu sejuk je. Serius nervous weh!! Belum lagi aku yang jadi pengantin. Fizah gelak je tengok aksi aku. Nasib baik aku tak keseorangan sebab Gracie pun sama nervous macam aku. Melisa macam biasa, tetap maintain cool dan menjaga kebajikan bakal pengantin. Harapkan aku (atau Grace), kitorang dok kalut layan nervous kitorang aje. Haha. Tapi at last selamat jugak semuanya. Lega giler lepas Erud berjaya lafazkan akad nikah. Mula-mula aku try gak kontrol macho, tapi takleh la. Jatuh jugak air mata terharu aku. Hahaha. Emo mengalahkan pengantin pompuan. Tak pasal-pasal maskara aku comot (sapa suruh tak pakai yang waterproof kan).
Sayangnya C-la tak dapat datang. Kalau tak, boleh lengkapkan pertemuan gadis-gadis Sunflowers 1.20 hehe. Sunflowers 1.20 tu nama geng roommates aku masa matriks. [Sunflowers = C-la, Melisa, aku, Greyz, serta external roommate yang akhirnya diiktiraf sebagai roommate rasmi iaitu Reena] Kenapa Sunflowers? Sebab bilik kami yang bernombor 1.20 sinonim dengan nyanyian lagu bunga matahari. :) Eh, bilik kami dan ahli-ahli bilik dulu famous tau, jangan tak tau.
Famous kat aras sebab kaki membising masa basuh baju sbb geng bilik kami basuh baju berjamaah dan transform tpt tu jadi pusat karaoke tak bertauliah, termasuk dgn acara buat video klip sendiri. Ya ampun. Selain daripada arena basuh baju, kami jugak suka melalak menyanyi dalam asrama dengan gigihnya.
Famous kat hostel sebab suka ketuk pintu bilik orang tengah2 malam bila orang dah get ready nak tido untuk tanya mcm mana nak selesaikan soalan tutorial, padahal waktu prep ada, tapi taknak tanya pulak masa prep (sebab time orang lain pegi prep ahli bilik kami suka wat aktiviti lain *haha* bila orang dah abis prep, time tu la baru terhegeh-hegeh siapkan tutorial).
Famous ngan ketua aras sebab suka buat hal (takdelah gangster, kami nakal sikit je). Aku paling tak boleh lupa masa kami kantoi sewaktu memasak omelette (saja nak sebut macam tu kasi gempak sikit, padahal telur goreng je pun) dalam bilik, pastu ketua aras datang bilik kami yang tengah berasap2 tu (adalah kisahnya di sebalik asap2 tu, masib baek takde smoke detector kat bilik).
Famous di kalangan lecturer sebab suka melepak kat Menara Pentadbiran (ala2 bilik guru la kalau kat sekolah, or fakulti kalau kat U), tapi melepak tu 10 minit je tanya soalan pasal pelajaran, selebihnya sibuk beramah mesra ngan lecturer (sampai ada yang kena gosip berchenta ngan lecturer *ehem*), sibuk kenenkan lecturer sesama lecturer, sibuk hal2 yang tak sepatutnyalah (seperti cari info pasal student yg kami minati). Ya ampuuunnn, patutlah tak dapat A!
Famous di kalangan warden asrama sebab 3 daripada 4 ahli bilik adalah AJK asrama (tapi aku tak ingat plak kitorg dulu under Biro apa, kalau tak silap Biro Disiplin kot. Ironi sungguh!), tetapi pada masa yang sama di luar pengetahuan warden kami jugak yang banyak langgar peraturan seperti tak pergi prep, bawak masuk peralatan elektrik terlarang, panjat bumbung hostel (aktiviti wajib student KML *hahhaha*), menyeludup masuk bilik TV tengah2 malam sebab bosan nak study (dengan gigih kami cuba bukak kunci bilik TV tu, berjaya akhirnya). Paling tak boleh lupa bila last minute dapat info pasal kena buat room spot check, kami seisi bilik dengan gigih dan bersatu hati menyorok segala peralatan2 yg tak sepatutnya (seperti brg2 letrik) dengan kadar segera, pastu hampir kantoi sebab time gigih main sorok2 tu minyak masak menitik2 atas lantai dan titisan2 tu tinggalkan jejak ke tempat penyimpanan rahsia kami. haih.
Famous di kalangan gossip girls blok kami (serta sebahagian warga blok sebelah) kerana kehebatan rumet kami menyiasat kes2 yang berprofil tinggi *haha, nak jugak tu perkataan berprofil tinggi :p* yang berlaku kat matriks. Seperti kes student kena tangkap itu ini, kes macam-macam la. Yang sebenarnya, kami bukan handal sangat pun menyiasat, tapi entah kenapa la secara kebetulan dan tidak dirancang, ahli2 bilik kami seringkali berada berhampiran tempat kejadian ketika kejadian itu berlaku, plus with all the links that we have ngan warden/lecturers, pastu ahli gosip blok jadikan bilik kitorg macam pangkalan plak (I seriously dont know why people like to visit our room), semua orang singgah bercerita kat kami, so tell us how can we not know all the info. Dengan info2 itulah kami serumet memerah otak mencari penyelesaian di sebalik setiap misteri (memerah otak utk study malas plak, tang ni laju je nak memerah otak (-_-') haih). Paling best masa kes seorang budak itu menghilangkan diri di tengah malam (antara top famous case back then), entah camne la saksi2 kejadian boleh singgah berkumpul bercerita kat bilik kami walaupun ada antara saksi2 tu kami tak kenal/tak rapat pun!
Mak aih aku dah jauh tersasar. My intention was to write an entry of Reena's wedding, dah bertukar jadi entri tribute to Sunflowers 1.20 plak dah. Cukup-cukuplah. Kalau nak cerita tak abis nanti. Even though kami setahun je kat sana, tapi kenangan macam orang dok sana 5 tahun. Hahhahhaha..
Chill!! (^_^)
Selamat Pengantin Baru Reena sayang!!
Sebelum menamatkan entri, marilah kita sama-sama menyanyikan lagu rasmi bilik kami iaitu lagu Bunga Matahari. Fyi, lagu ini sering kami nyanyikan bila kami rasa down, tension, gembira, mahu menaikkan semangat dan sebagainya. Pendek kata, bila-bila masa sama ada sewaktu berjalan-jalan di sekitar Labuan mahupun sebelum melangkah keluar dari bilik untuk menuju ke dewan peperiksaan. And we also have the action to do while singing. Siapa kenal kami masa matriks memang tahulah. Paling tak boleh lupa masa ikut rombongan KML melawat apa tempat ntah (Taman Burung Labuan kot), pastu ada la budak2 girls yang gatal mulut dok request kami nyanyi lagu tu. Tapi boleh plak kami serumet selamba nyanyi lagu kanak-kanak tu dengan aksi sekali kat depan budak2 ni (and depan lecturer pengiring jugak) huhu.
Bunga Matahari - ntah sape cipta, ni lagu kanak-kanak
Bunga matahari sangat cantik
Kembang di waktu pagi
Daunnya hijau, bunganya kuning
Memikat kumbang lalu.....
Bunga matahari sangat cantik
Di hadapan rumahku
Darilah pagi hingga ke petang
Tak jemu ku memandang..
Yay!!
Sekian, entri ini sudah terlalu panjang. Jarang aku tulis panjang-panjang dan merepek macam ni. Haih.
Chill!!!
Friday, May 15, 2009
Single White Balloon
SINGLE WHITE BALLOON
written by Wani Ardy
(one of the songs that I cant let out of my head. at least for now.)
Memories penetrate into my mind
Tell me how to sleep, with your ghosts around my bed at night
Now you’re packing
Yet it feels like you’ve been missing long before
I’m as helpless and useless
As a broken door
More than anything
I so much want to say those three words
But my intentions die
I’m afraid you’ve grown to hate
My hopes are floating
In a single white balloon
In a single white balloon
All it needs is a little needle to disappear
Into the thin air like it was never there
Into the thin air, I’ll try my best not to care
My hopes are floating
In a single white balloon
In a single white balloon
Surreal, I would love to have you real
Slow me down, but please don’t fade me out
Cautiously
Taking one step at a, one step at a time
I’m like, holding sands
Gently in my open hands
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
My All Time Fave Song
Cheers!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Falling Slowly
I do now. It's Glen Hansard, feat Marketa Irglova. And this song is an Academy Award winner!
Know which part I like the best?
"You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now"
Somehow I get the optimist feelings from that verses.
The thing is,I think I do agree with him. When we think that the whole world is against us, the real enemy is our own self, our own thought, our own heart. For we ourselves keep on believing that world is against us and that we are not strong to face it. We are actually having a great war and tremendous battle with ourselves.
However, we have to believe that even we thought we are sinking, bear in mind that we have NOT YET sink anyway. Just row the boat fast, and quicky go home. We might have time to save ourselves. Rather than letting the boat sink slowly into the deep water without doing anything and believing that there is no hope. The choice is in our hand. The same goes with our life.
Well, that is just an interpretation from my little thought. I do not know what the writer have in mind when he first wrote the song. I just know that I like it so much.
Oh, I am falling slowly!
Cheers!
(^_^)
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Lagu untuk Si Gadis Hati Rawan

Samalah macam impian Si Gadis Hati Rawan tadi. Betapa dia cuba berusaha dan bertahan agar hajatnya untuk mengecapi kegembiraan bersama seseorang itu kesampaian, tapi apalah gunanya kalau hanya dia seorang yang bersungguh-sungguh. Jika pihak yang satu lagi itu tidak peduli langsung, takkan jadi juga.
Maka, untuk Si Gadis Hati Rawan, aku cipta dan dedikasikan lagu ini untuk kamu. Aku bukanlah hebat mana pun, aku sedar lagu ini bukanlah bagus, kalau hantar kat Muzik-Muzik/Anugerah Juara Lagu pun belum tentu orang pandang. Tapi lagu ini ikhlas untuk kamu wahai Si Gadis Hati Rawan. Sebab aku tak mahu kamu selamanya rawan seorang-seorang. Aku mahu kamu tahu bahawa ada orang lain yang lebih worth it untuk kamu. Dan aku juga mahu kamu sedar bilamana seorang melupakan kamu, ramai lagi yang lain yang sanggup untuk bersusah-senang bersama kamu. Percayalah.

Biarkanlah
Lepaskanlah
Semua yang termungkir dan terusir
Lupakanlah
Buang saja
Segala rasa itu
Semua kenangan lalu
Lepaskan saja, jangan terbelenggu
Mulakan hidup baru
Dengan semangat jitu
Lakukan saja tanpa ragu
Aku di sini untukmu
Aku setia membantu
Aku di sisimu selalu
Aku tetap bersamamu
Segala rasa itu
Semua kenangan lalu
Lepaskan saja, jangan terbelenggu
Mulakan hidup baru
Dengan semangat jitu
Lakukan saja tanpa ragu
Aku di sini untukmu
Biarkanlah
Lepaskanlah
Semua yang termungkir dan terusir
Lepaskanlah
Buang saja
-Melody, Januari 14 2009, pada suatu petang yang hujan, di ruang kecil aku-
Mungkin ada di kalangan anda juga mengalami nasib yang sama seperti Si Gadis Hati Rawan, yang meraung kerana masa depan tidak lagi secantik lakaran. Apa yang penting, just move on!
Dan oh, untuk Si Gadis Hati Rawan, nanti aku nyanyi lagu ini depan kamu. Aku tau lagu aku tak menarik mana pun, dan suara aku pun taklah semerdu mana. Tapi aku tau, aku pasti dapat lihat kau senyum lepas tu. (^_^)
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Thursday, January 8, 2009
Singing & Dancing!
I'm feeling happy and more alive!! It's really awesome to feel good and enjoy every moments of my life. Suddenly I feel like singing and dancing. Lalala. It's been a while since the last time I dance. Eh, no no no. I dont do clubbing, friends. I dont go to those wild parties or concerts or whatsoever negative things that you have in your mind lah.
One of my fave song to listen to when I'm in a happy mood.

everybody's feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight