Laci Doraemon

Saya rindu zaman belajar. Sungguh. Kalau masa dapat diundur, mahu saja saya kembali ke sana.


Random Decemberwishlist Day #15:
Mesin masa, anyone?

Looking For Dance Shoes?

That is exactly what I am doing now!

Tak tau ke mana perginya kasut dancing aku. Bila nak pergi studio 2 hari lepas, baru gelabah sebab tak jumpa kasut tu.  Sedih sedih. Tak suka menari tanpa kasut sebabnya aku rasa susah nak buat pirouette kalau berkaki ayam. Pedih tapak kaki kang jadi kematu. Perghh pirouette. Cakap je lah turning ke spin ke Melody weh. -_-'


Dah tu, aku kena cari kasut baru lah sekarang ek?
Hmmm...

Serupa dengan kasutku yang hilang, tapi saya punya warna hitam. Warna universal. Yang baru ni nanti saya mau beli warna apa ya? Tapi hitam jugak kot paling best. Hehe. Paling suka pakai yang ini sebab ringan je.

Jazz Shoe dari Capezio. Kasut kegemaran. Dari dulu nak beli tak beli-beli lagi. Suka sebab cukup ringan untuk my lyrical jazz tapi at the same time, cukup lasak untuk jadi dance sneaker. Memang la dance sneaker pun Mel.

Tapi kalau nak yang paling lasak yang ni lah kot. Memang sesuai untuk lompat lari-lari. Serap hentakan. Tapi sebenarnya saya kurang gemar jenis dance sneaker.

Random Decemberwishlist Day #14:
Tahun depan kena ada kasut tari baru!

Blank

Random Decemberwish Day #13:
To have something more meaningful to be blogged?




Am started to feel blank already. Not even half of the month yet! How am I supposed to post an entry per day like this?

Double Twelve

Words can never tell the exact feelings I am having right now.

Selamat Hari Iramahati.
12.12







Random Decemberwishlist Day #12:
:)

Save Me From Myself

Today, I wanna share one of my favourite song.




I am not perfect. Nobody is. But this song somehow always made my day brighter. :)

"Save Me From Myself" by Christina Aguilera

It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you've gotta be
Everything's changin
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waitin
with your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself
from myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch
Cuz some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm cryin
Cuz when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smilin
You always save me from myself
from myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you
It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me a better woman
to myself to myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

Random Decemberwishlist Day #11:
To perform this song during an open mic session. Hahaha. Bolehkah? ;p

Sangkaan Awal Kadang Tersasar

Dear someone who passed by in my past,
I once thought you'll never want to cross this sea between us. So I let you go. I did not even fight for it. But I'm wrong. You are now here, for someone else. For her. My loss. Served me right lah kan.

Dear someone who passed by in my past,
Thank you for letting me know this: That making assumption without asking and understanding the facts will only lead oneself to disappointment when the real truth (which actually aligns with the hope) is known. That giving up before putting on a fight is indeed an act of a coward.

Dear someone who passed by in my past,
Thank you for this valuable lesson.















Dear you whom I hope to hear soon from my future,
Now that I am willing to cross this sea between us, are you willing to do the same?

Random Decemberwishlist Day #10:
That you, whom I hope to hear soon from my future, reads this entry.

Terbang

Andai saja ku punya sayap, saat ini juga ku kan terbang padamu.
Belah gemawan, rentas lautan, hilangkan rawan, sirnakan kerinduan.
 
Tapi saya hanyalah insan biasa yang sama seperti anda, menunggu promosi Air Asia untuk dapatkan tiket murah untuk terbang ke mana saja.Nasib saya kurang enak, website asyik error saja ni. Grrr...


Random Decemberwishlist Day #9:
Kalau ada pintu suka hati kan seronok.

Selamat Hari Lahir, Bunda

49 tahun lalu, lahirlah bidadari yang kini menjadi ibu yang melahirkanku.
Salam hari lahir, Bunda.
Terima kasih atas segalanya.

Random Decemberwishlist Day #8:
Menjadi seorang ibu kepada anak-anak comel suatu hari nanti. InsyaAllah :)

Senandika Kusayang

Senandika adalah kumpulan drama/teater yang saya sertai masa zaman universiti dulu. Senandika sangat havoc. Saya rindu Senandika saya. Dah lama tak jumpa korang kan sisters and brothers?

Random Decemberwishlist Day #7:
Nak reunion dengan Senandika ku sayang. Sob Sob Sob.

Once upon a time, when Raja Laksamana Bentan were staged

Ibu Mertuaku

Random Decemberwishlist Day #6:

TAKNAK MAK MENTUA JAHAT MACAM MAK ZIKIR DALAM DRAMA TENTANG DHIA!

Korang tengok tak cerita Tentang Dhia kat TV3? OK, this entry mungkin akan jadi sedikit terbawa-bawa dengan drama Tentang Dhia sebab pada episod hari ni, Mak Zikir (tunang Dhia) membomohkan Dhia (bakal menantu sendiri) sampai nak bunuh Dhia sebab tak sukakan Dhia. Isk, takut kan?

To be honest, memang bab bakal mak mentua ni adalah antara perkara yang buat aku sangat nervous kalau sebut pasal pasangan hidup (erk, emosi bukan main lebih, calon takdak lagi ceh). Selain mak mentua, ipar-duai jatuh ke tangga seterusnya dalam senarai nervous saya. Kalau dapat mak mentua macam mak Zikir dan ipar macam Zetty (adik Zikir) kuuusss semangat! Kalau dapat mentua macam nenek Zikir tu tahanlah jugak.

Apa-apapun, kepada awak di luar sana yang saya belum tahu siapa, saya harap mak awak nanti sayangkan saya lebih daripada dia sayangkan awak. Hahaha. Ok, gurau jeh. Sayang bersama-sama :)

Sakit

Sakit itu boleh jadi untuk menghapuskan dosa-dosa kecil.
Sakit itu boleh jadi sebagai peringatan atas segala dosa yang tertulis.
Lewat kebelakangan ini, aku selalu sakit. Selalu tidaklah selalu, tapi jika dilihat rekod perubatan aku, tahun ni paling meriah dengan sick leave. Kadangkala aku terfikir, mungkin ini amaran dari Dia atas kelalaian aku. Aku sedar, tapi aku alpa. Leka. Hanyut.


Hmm..Berubah itu mudah. Kekal dalam perubahan itu yang payah.



Random decemberwishlist Day #5:
Mohon diteguhkan hatiku daripada terus terbuai dengan dunia.

Time

I wish I have more time to do things I love to do.
I wish I can spend more time with my beloved family and dearest friends.
I wish time can be a little bit generous to me, and let me found him, the one, sooner.

Talking bout random decemberwishlist day #4.

3rd December

Yes, I am going to update this blog daily this month. So, bear with me and my daily dose of decemberwishlist ^_~

Random decemberwishlist Day #3 :
To have more space for me, myself and everything.

Courage

Random decemberwishlist Day #2:




Lovely people, let us all pray so that each and everyone of us will be able to find that courage that we all are hoping for, regardless of whatever different situation we all are in now. 

Just remember, when we are terrified, scared, afraid or anything, Almighty God is with us :)

December, Here Wo Go Again

Hello December,

It's been a while since we last met.
I miss you.



Sincerely,
Gadisember.


P/s:
Random decemberwishlist Day 1 :
This morning I woke up in hope you'll one day lead my Subuh prayer.

Dance Me A Story - Studio 23, We Did It!

For those who know me well, they sure know how passionate I am with stage performances, especially dance and theatre. It's been years since the last time I made an appearance on stage. I think my last stage show previously was a month before I started my job as an erm,nevermind that.  And that was like, 3 years ago? I've been actively dancing and acting on stage during my college and university days. I thought I'll never get a chance to do that again, but Studio 23 had made it happened again!

So last night we finally had our 1st ever dance theatre show in Borneo Convention Centre, Kuching, Sarawak. Dance + theatre, awe, 2 of my passions combined in 1 show! Tell me how can I not love it?

Too bad, I didn't bring my own camera so, no pictures of the show yet for now. But I have some of the backstage view that I remembered to capture using my phone during preparation time before I started to get busy again, running here and there checking all the costumes, props and all. But it's kinda blurry though. Haha.

Preparation room. Girls putting on their makeups, chitchatting to scare away their nervousness, etc.

That's one of the main supporting cast there, Dennis as Greg the abusive husband with Ellisa and Emmeline as young and older Sophie, the child. The abused wife was not there. I bet she is busy somewhere. Back there were the Conchittas gang (Flamenco dancers)

That's all I have. I dont even have photos of me in my phone. Let's just wait for the official photos later. Haha. My favourite part? I love every bits of the show but yeah, for Part 1: The Arabian Fairy Tale, I definitely loooooove the Tribal belly dance. Ladies, you rock! Your expression, your techniques, you attitude, your props and costume, altogether = AWESOME!!! I was sitting with the audience and I can reallllllly feel your dance. Marvellous job, ladies!

And for Part 2, since I'm involved with Part 2 : Stronger, of course I'll love every bits of it too hehehe but no doubt, the aerial silk dance by Serina and Albert was the most eye-catching, breathtaking, for everyone of us. Watching our own Serina Lim and her hubby Albert Lim on the air (yes peeps they were like flying! You have?) performing the dance with some acrobatic yet very graceful moves, awe, that's soooo nice! We were touched! And we the team, knowing that Serina is phobia of heights, that even make us more inspired. Yes, she is afraid of heights and yet she managed to overcome the fear and dance in the air.



But what more can I say? I'm loving each and every part of it. From auditions to rehearsals to the show itself, I gained a lot of experience. I made new friendship which I treasure a lot. There were times when things get hard, injuries, illnesses, but these girls were really supportive and helpful.

And to Serina Lim, our principal, our producer, our head of dance instructor, our big sister, thanks for all the care and guidance you've given us all this while. You are true inspiration. Thanks for believing in each and everyone of us. We were so touched by your spirit, determination and passion. And we're so glad to be part of your childhood-dream-come-true!

Random Facts About Melody M.

Seems like busy life had keep some distance between me and my blog,  and that's where Twitter came and fill in the empty space.

Ok, 10 quick random facts about me!

1. I love chocolates.
2. I hate traffic jam.
3. I like music-related activity.
4. I wish I have an elder brother.
5. I need more space.
6. I pray my other half will appear soon.
7. I never smoke.
8. I want to go travelling around the world.
9. I cannot swim.
10. I hope I can be a better person.

okthanxbye

Chickenpox Invasion

Bad news. Miss author had been attacked by chickenpox virus. Now she had turned to an alien lookalike. And need to stay in house for a week or more, as doctor wont allow her to go out in public, cos she is now the virus carrier and may spread it to world by touch or air or fluids whatsoever.

p/s: this lesions are so killing me softly. grrr...
p/s/s: pics? there's no way i'm gonna upload my alien face now. oh my mood is so ruined!

Goncang

Tonight, my confidence level was shaken.

I know I am not perfect.
I just have to face the fact and accept myself , like what others did.


Hopefully tomorrow I'll wake up feeling fresh.

Skyscraper

Lyrics | Demi Lovato lyrics - Skyscraper lyrics

She might not be the best singer in the world (but she is a great one!)
She might not have the best song in the world (but it is a great song!)
But I felt it.

The song.
The hurt.
The pain.
The rising.
The strength.
The comeback.


A song full of emotion.
Meaningful.

Dance Me A Story by Studio 23

Presenting, a production by Studio 23

Sunday, November 6th 2011 
8:00pm - 10:30pm
Borneo Convention Centre, Kuching.

One of the reason of my hectic life now. Talking bout preparation, fuhhh...
Have you got your ticket yet?

Tickets are available NOW! For more info or ticket booking:
1. Call 012 805 3005 (Eileen)
2. Email studio23kuching@gmail.com
3. Drop by the studio! We are located at: 152 Lorong 8, Jalan Tun Ahmad Zaidi Adruce, Kuching.
4. Book via me (only for those who are meeting me on a daily/weekly basis macam colleagues,families, relatives, jiran tetangga etc. Else, u can directly contact Eileen or email the studio ya peeps..)

Hurry, grab ur tix now!
You do not want to miss this, trust me!

Oh, feel free to visit the FB event page and RSVP now! (But don't forget to buy ur tix ya hehe)
Click Here To FB Event Page for More Info

That's all for now. Till we meet next 2 months at BCCK. :)

Hati PeCah

"I let u broke my heart, so that you can enter it"

Salam Eid Yang Terlewatkan? Eh, Raya Kan Sebulan!

Lamanya tak update blog. Kebelakangan ni, sibuk yang teramat. Sibuk dengan puasa, sibuk dengan raya. Sibuk dengan kerja. Sibuk dengan kerja. Sibuk dengan kerja. (Ulangan ayat disengajakan, tandanya buat banyak jenis kerja lah tu). Sibuk dengan cinta. Eh, yang itu tipu.

Kesimpulannya, sibuk.
Kononnya. (Tapi memang betul. Nanti saya kongsi aktiviti yang memakan banyak masa itu)

Ampun maaf andai ucapan ini tiba lewat dari masanya. Tapi bukankah Syawal itu sebulan lamanya, maka tidaklah terlalu terlewat, kan? Dan saling bermaafan juga dituntut tidak kira waktu bukan hanya di hari raya, maka masih relevan, kan?


SALAM AIDILFITRI KEPADA SELURUH MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAT.
MOHON AMPUN MAAF KEPADA SEMUA ATAS KHILAF DIRI INI, SEDAR MAHUPUN TIDAK.
Sesungguhnya saya ini hanyalah manusia yang lemah dan tidak terlepas dari melakukan kesalahan.

Oh, cerita raya saya? Biasa saja. :)

Faizal Tahir Ucap Selamat Hari Raya Kat Aku

Officially tak boleh tidur malam ni. Haha. So, aku blogging je lah. Nak chat, semua orang lain sudah tidur. Daripada aku bercakap dengan dinding, baik aku bercakap dengan monitor laptop. Nak bercakap dengan dashboard kereta, jauh pulak kena keluar rumah. (Huh. Ini ayat sarkastik untuk orang-orang tertentu k. I dont talk to dashboards whatsoever)

I was driving home after 2 hours of tiring dance prep session, dan sedang tersekat kat lampu isyarat merah when I started to reach for my phone inside my backpack. Eh, ada misscalled dari ex-roommate aku around half an hour ago. Dan ada mesej. Ok, lampu masih merah, bukak lah sekejap. Oh, bukan SMS tapi MMS rupanya.



:-O Terkejut beruk aku dibuatnya. Lampu isyarat masih merah. Jari-jemari aku pun tekan button hijau, call ex-roommate aku. Huhu. Engage pulak. So aku reply MMS dia je dan jalan terus sebab lampu isyarat sudah hijau.

Not long after that, telefon aku berdering semula. Ex-roommate aku!
So she was at RC's ifthar session earlier on, and sedar-sedar je aku dengar suara kawan aku tu pegi cakap kat mamat sebelah dia suruh mamat tu borak ngan aku. Dan mamat tu adalah Faizal Tahir. And I was like..seriously??

So aku pun borak ngan FT kejap haha giler shaking aku, dengan sebelah tangan memandu sebelah tangan pegang fon (sila jangan contohi perbuatan ini. I was not expecting any call, hence I dont have those handsfree kit with me at that moment). FT adalah peramah, sporting dan sengal. Ucapan penutup kepada acara borak-borak adalah ucapan selamat hari raya. Haha. Aku tak ingat aku ada balas cakap selamat hari raya dia ke tak. In fact, aku pun tak tau apekebenda yang aku dok cakap kat dia, aku still dalam mode surprise sebab tak expect pun, tetiba kot ex-roomate aku call and pass phone kat FT! Ko memang gamble habis ar ESS. If we were still back in uni time dan ko buat macam ni kat aku, sumpah sepanjang satu semester tu aku akan hentikan 'aksi tingkap' aku. Haha.

Anyway, thanks ex-roommate.
And FT, yes my name is Melody. That's real.
And no, your name is not Anuar. That's sengal.
Hahaha.

Selamat malam!

Now, This Time I'll Let You Have My Melody

I must admit, most of viewers who found my site via google search were not here to look for me. They were hoping to see something about My Melody cartoon! Too bad, the only Melody you can find here is me, who is obviously not a Japan made cartoon.

I've known this Japan cartoon character for years, and even have some My Melody items in collection, but yet to watch any episode of it.

Let's have a look on what's My Melody cartoon series looks like, wanna join me?








Synopsis:
"The magical My Melody used to live a normal life in Mari Land, picking flowers and baking cookies for her friends and family - that is, until Kuromi and Baku escaped from the royal castle and fled to the human world! They took with them two magical treasures - the melody bow and the melody key - which, when used for evil purposes, can grant the user the ultimate Dark Power. Now, My Melody must travel to the human world to put a stop to Kurumi's evil plans to turn one hundred human dreams into nightmares. By her side is Uta, a human girl who is in love with the violin genius Hiiragi - a talented boy who unfortunately has decided to assist Kuromi in her devious plans..."
source from Anime-Planet.com




Hahhaha..This My Melody is so cute oh.. Wanna watch more? Go and look for the vids in Youtube. Self service, sorry ya. I'm sharing Eps 1 only for today. :)

A Note..

Dear Ramadhan,

I know it's been a week since we met. I've waited one freaking long year for you to come. Yet, I have done nothing much to celebrate you, now that you are here with me. I know I am not quite the same as the person that you once knew. And I will not ask you to understand me, nor blame you for judging me.

Just so you know, I still love you as much as I always do. Hopefully, I'll be a better person with you by my side.

Love,
Miss Flaws.

Ayat Ayat Cinta Untuk Semua

Ada orang kata cinta itu indah.
Ada orang kata cinta itu berbisa.

Ada orang mudah mendapat cinta.
Ada orang payah disapa cinta.

Ada orang sentiasa mahu mencinta.
Ada orang tidak pernah ingin dicinta.

Cinta itu fitrah manusia. Pengertiannya luas. Walau kering selautan dakwat untuk kutulis ayat-ayat cinta, takkan pernah cukup untuk kugambarkan seluruh rasa.

Jemput singgah ke halaman AyatAyatCinta.net yang telah dilancarkan secara rasminya hari ini, 21 Julai 2011. Segalanya mengenai cinta di sana. Terima kasih.






And yeah, we are on FB page too!!
Click here to visit Ayat Ayat Cinta on FB .
Thanks for your support, peeps.

With lots and lots of love,
iramahati

To Make You Feel My Love

So, for those who not know, selain daripada suka melayari internet, membaca buku, menulis puisi dan sekali-sekala syok sendiri bermain muzik (perasan songwriter hahaha), aku juga gemar menari. I've been dancing Modern Jazz for 1.5 years. Seronok.

Lagu Adele kat atas tu, Make You Feel My Love, adalah latest dance yang aku sedang belajar sekarang. Tapi of course lah aku attach video klip Adele je ok, kalau video klip aku menari dekat Studio 23 sorry naik lorry.

I love this song. I really like it. That day during our practice, when the instructor tried to make us dance with emotion, she asked us to think of dancing this routine to one special person whom we really loved. Can be family members, best friends, lovers or anyone. Imagine you are dancing this dance to that one very special person, she said.


Lyrics:
Make You Feel My Love - Adele (Original song by Bob Dylan)

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love

Korang tau tak siapa that one very special person I wish to dance this for?

Moving On and Letting Go

M.O.V.I.N.G.O.N. or L.E.T.T.I.N.G.G.O.

I wonder,
Which one is the hardest?

Can people move on but not letting go?
Or are there people who let things go but still fail to move on?

“One problem with gazing too frequently into the past is that we may turn around to find the future has run out on us.” – Michael Cibenko

Don't you think so?

49 Days Lagi..

Amaran: Entri ini walaupun bukan nak cerita pasal sinopsis drama Korea 49 Days ni, tapi mengandungi spoiler. Kalau korang jenis tak suka tahu ending awal-awal, silakan skip entri ini.

Entri sebelum ni, aku ada cerita serba sedikit pasal drama 49 Days ni kan. Pasal Shin Ji Hyun yang koma eksiden dan diberi peluang untuk 'kembali' ke kehidupan kalau dia berjaya dapatkan air mata kasih sayang yang ikhlas daripada 3 individu yang takde hubungan darah.

So, roh Ji Hyun pun pegi pinjam badan Song Yi Kyung semasa Yi Kyung sedang tidur untuk melaksanakan misi teardrops dia. Ya, memang tak masuk akal. Jadi kita yang dah diajar benda-benda yang sepatutnya kenalah tau filter ye. Nama pun drama fantasi. By the way, bukan ini yang aku nak bebelkan hari ini.

Masa Ji Hyun mula-mula dibagitahu dia kena cari 3 tears tu, dia kompiden giler dia boleh setel dalam masa yang singkat. Sebab dia ada tunang bernama Kang Min Ho yang cinta giler kat dia. (Emosi aku sedikit terganggu sebab tak tau kenapa aku nampak muka Min Ho Oppa ni macam muka Tomok. Tsk..Spoil spoil spoil...)

Dan dia ada 2 bestfriends Park Seo Woo dan Shin In Jung sejak dari zaman sekolah yang sayang giler kat dia. Tapi kan, dia tak tau tunang dia tu sebenarnya pakwe kepada 1 of bestfren dia. Siap komplot nak jatuhkan family dia. Masa episod 1 memang aku mati-mati kesian kat Min Ho dan bestfriend dia In Jung tu. Nangis tak berenti, makan tak lalu, tidur tak lena, sebab sedih mengenangkan Ji Hyun yang terlantar koma kat hospital. Rupanya semuanya palsu! Macam mana diorang boleh jadi camtu, korang tengok sendiri.

Sampai satu tahap, aku memang rasa emo giler. Just imagine, bestfriend bertahun-tahun, yang mak bapak korang anggap macam anak sendiri, siap dok serumah sebilik dan korang willing to share many things..rupanya selama ni plan nak jatuhkan ko dan family ko. Giler backstabber. Sayu aku tengok. Emo aku tau. Sedih sedih sedih. Pastu macam-macam lah benda yang berlaku. Konflik sana-sini. Masa dalam 49 days journey ni lah Ji Hyun akhirnya tau siapa yang betul-betul baik dan sayangkan dia seikhlas hati, dan siapa yang sebenarnya muka je nampak manis tapi dalam hati tak ikhlas pun.

Tapi kan, di akhir cerita, bila Ji Hyun berjaya kumpul 3 air mata kasih penuh ikhlas tu kan (ye akhirnya dia berjaya walaupun macam-macam konflik berlaku, kan aku dah cakap entri ni mengandungi spoiler), aku terkejut gak sikit la. Sebab tekaan aku miss...
Aku teka:

1. Han Kang (secret admirer Ji Hyun dari zaman high school) 2. Seo Woo (bestfriend kedua selain Shin In Jung si backstabber)
3. Song Yi Kyung (pemberi pinjam badan).

Tapi tekaanku silap.
Ternyata the last tears yang menyelamatkan Shin Ji Hyun adalah dari..........

....... Shin In Jung!!

Ya, si bestfriends-yang-bertukar-menjadi-backstabber-kemudian-bertukar-menjadi-sahabat-dari-jauh-dalam-penyesalan, Shin In Jung sshi.

And because of that reason, I love 49 Days more. Dan salah satu sebab aku ulangtonton cerita ni banyak kali (selain daripada subplot yang lain yang best jugak)

Boleh jadi seseorang itu pernah menjadi sahabat yang amat kamu sayangi, dan apabila dia berpaling dari dirimu, kamu menjadi benci. Tidak mustahil, dia boleh kembali menjadi orang yang kemudiannya paling menyayangi dirimu pula. Maka, jangan putuskan doamu.

(Ya, mungkin aku berbunyi sedikit pathetic di sini. But yes, my hopes did rise back after I've watched this drama. Siapa yang tahu, tahulah kenapa. Tapi tak nak berharap lebih, nanti memakan diri.)

Khairul S. Music

Hari ini aku dalam mood untuk pasang CD demo Khairul S :)

Siapakah Khairul S. Music? Nama sebenar Khairul Syukri M. Ridzuan. Nama pentas Khairul S. Nama TV yang seringkali dia cuba elakkan, Syukri Keynote. Hehehe.

First kenal dia kat event mana tah, dia tengah nyanyi lagu She's My Princess. Bunyi macam aku attend event tu jeh, padahal aku tengok video yang orang lain upload kat internet jeh pun. Pastu terus suka lagu tu sebab catchy. (Siap aku nak buat cover version 'Coz I'm Ur Princess' huhuhu tapi tak penah siap sebab idea aku stuck)

Then satu hari bila Astro buat rancangan realiti baru bernama Keynote kat TV, aku pun perasan la mamat nih cam familiar. Bila godek-godek page FB kawan aku, sah, brader She's My Princess rupanya. First few episodes rancangan Keynote kat TV, aku confuse giler. Sebab kat TV nama dia Syukri (Astro suruh pakai nama ni). Aku pulak kenal dia as Khairul S. Beberapa kali jugak lah Yasmin Hani (host) tu kena bebel aku sebab dok salah sebut nama Khairul jadi Syukri (padahal YH bukan tau pun, bukan boleh dengar pun)

Ok, itu dia serba sedikit introduction pasal Khairul S. Meh aku tunjuk gambar sikit. (Semua pic adalah copy paste from Khairul S Music FB fanpage)

Tu dia gambar masa dia join Keynote tahun lepas. KN SYUKRI dan hantar ke ntah-tak-ingat-apa-nombor hehehe. Itu gitar dia bernama Kutcher, tapi aku selalu panggil Rabbit je. Sekarang gitar itu sudah jadi arwah kalau tak silap. Huhu.

Giler panjang introduction. Padahal real intention aku nak review CD demo Khairul S yang aku dok dengar sepanjang malam ni. Aku bagitau tracklist ringkas je lah ek, esok-esok aku buat review yang lebih detail ok :)

Track List:
1. She's My Princess (2009) - favourite and first song aku dengar.
2. Irama Hati (2010) - PALING SUKA! Sebab aku yang request dia cipta lagu ni hehehe (fyi, iramahati is my nickname). Thanks a lot, Kerosyuk!! Nice! Click here for lyric of Irama Hati.

3. Kembali (2005)
4. Kamek Oghang Sayang Kitak (2009) - lagu kiut in bahasa Sarawak :) KS, balit gik sitok!
5. Fathers' Day In Chinese Way (2008)
6. Ku Berubah (2010)
7. No Promises (2008)
8. I Just Don't Know (2007)
9. All I See Is You (2007) - another favourite!
10. Shake n Stir (DBS Cover) (2007) -Favourite aku jugak!! Tapi ini lagu band member dia dari DBS yang compose, lain kali aku citer pasal band DBS pulak ye. Band Temjin pun ada.
11. Warna Warni (2010)
12. Tidakkanku Biarkannya Begitu (2006)
13. BeDeiBeDeiBingBing (2009) - Favourite lagi! Ini birthday song yang cute :)
14. Ekor Cicak (2008) - lagu ni sengal! Hahaha setiap kali dengar aku teringat budak-budak kuliah aku dulu.

(Pssstt...Siapa nak dengar semua lagu di atas, dialu-alukan untuk membeli demo tersebut daripada beliau. Boleh klik link ke page dia and order. Or you guys can catch him at any of his gig ke show ke tak pun nampak dia kat tengah jalan, tahan je. Hahaha. Layan....)

It's June 1st. Snoodies, Happy 8th Anniversary!

Salam Ulangtahun ke-8, Snoodies sayangku!

Dah 8 tahun, tak sangka kan? Aku rasa macam baru semalam je berkenalan ngan korang. Lucu giler bila ingat balik masa mula-mula kenal.

Yang pertama bertegur sapa ngan aku haruslah Kiah dan Nutz, sebab kami sama kumpulan masa minggu induksi. Tapi Nutz cakap aku ala-ala sombong, takmo tego dia masa induksi. Dah ko pegi buat muka serius + garang, mana aku berani weh. Jadi, aku mengendeng kat Kiah je la. Hahaha.

Pada minggu induksi jugak aku berkenalan ngan Art yang peramah sebab dia tegur aku masa aku duduk sebelah dia masa taklimat. Pastu Art kenalkan Ziera sebab Ziera geng matriks dia. Dalam hati aku, gediksnya Ziera masa tuh. Hahahha.

Juga, pada minggu induksi aku dengan gigihnya carik siapa budak nama Pearl. Anak sedara kawan mak aku, so mak aku amanatkan aku untuk cari budak ni. Bila aku dah dapat detect siapa orangnya, aku pun approach la. Penat aku berdiri sebelah dok panggil nama dia boleh buat dek je. Nasib baik aku jenis slumber redah. Kalau tak, memang tinggi jugak la perasaan malu aku sebab tak kena layan. Hahahha.

Bila dah masuk hostel, start kelas, mula kuliah, aku mula kenal dengan Wanzu dan Anira sebab selalu sama group assignment. Pastu kenal Carrie sebab Carrie baik ngan Kiah dan bilik Carrie tak jauh dari bilik aku kot.

Setiap kali ingat Snoodies, memang jadi rindu. Kalau nak diikutkan, personaliti kitorang memang beza, tapi alhamdulillah walaupun perangai berbeza, still boleh blend (walaupun kadang-kadang ada orang merajuk jugak hahaha). Tipulah kalau aku cakap dalam masa 8 tahun ni tak ada badai melanda (ecewah..macam bunyi ayat novel aje). Bak lagu P Ramlee, sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, betul tak.

Apapun, aku just nak cakap yang aku bersyukur sangat-sangat ada sahabat macam Snoodies. Dan aku berdoa di masa akan datang, persahabatan kami masih cukup kuat untuk bertahan daripada segala ombak badai tsunami whatsoever. Tapi aku tau ini nikmat yang Tuhan pinjamkan, dan Tuhan boleh tarik bila-bila masa saja. Aku sedar semua tu. Sebab tu, aku sentiasa panjatkan doa kepadaNya untuk pelihara persahabatan kami ni. InsyaAllah.

Snoodies, sayang korang sangat-sangat. Orang lain mungkin tak tau, tapi kita sama-sama tau apa yang kita dah lalui bersama dalam masa 8 tahun ni. Words can never be enough to show how I feel.

Till our next gathering my dear Snoodies. InsyaAllah.
Miss you all lots and lots and lots!



(Pssttt...susah giler nak kumpulkan semua snoodies dalam sekeping gambar..maka entri ini kena upload 2 gambar baru cukup kuorum. Bila ada rezeki jumpa semua orang, mesti kitorang tak sempat bergambar pulak. Haih..)

49 Days, I Love This K-Drama!

49 Days. The story of a girl in coma striving her best in a borrowed body to retrieve her life, in which can be done if she successfully collect three pure tears of love from people of non family and no blood-ties related, within the given 49 days.

Phew.

This drama showed up just right at the time I had to deal with one of my doomest friendship conflict (if I can say so), hence the way when (the spirit of) Shin Ji Hyun,the 49 Days traveller, broke and shocked by how people is treating her behind her back really touched me. A lot. Thus, making me more interested to begin to follow this drama.

But then, as I'm following the series, I realised that this drama is really great and seems like I can hardly wait every week to watch the series. And now that I've watched all 20 episodes, my o my, what else can I say but how great this drama is! Well, at least for me. It's just full of mixed emotion.

The conflict are built well, the heartbreaking event were sheeding some tears, the hopes that we're holding onto made us feel stronger, the strive and the feels, I just cannot describe it. Fair enough, this drama really made me think, and somehow had made me appreciate more. Appreciate life, appreciate love, appreciate people around. Appreciate what that had been given to us all this while. :)

I want to write more the storyline, but I'm afraid if I do so, I will pass the wrong message. Haha. Not born as good storyteller, I think. So, you'll have to watch it to feel it yourself.

Will You Go Bald For Cancer-Fighting-Children?

Go Bald - Help Kids Fight Cancer from Go Bald on Vimeo.


This entry is dedicated not only in memory of Jacklyn Wong (as we had seen in the previous video), but also in memory of all children who had died because of cancer and to many more who are still fighting to survive and continue living.

Go Bald is here in Kuching again. (And Miri too, this year). This will be the 3rd Go Bald event after the 1st Go Bald in 2009 had been succeed. Come and join to show some support.

Venue : The Spring, Kuching.
Date : 15 May 2011

What is Go Bald?
It's a charity event to raise fund and show support to help kids with cancer.

What can you do to help?
Financial support.
Moral support.

Check out http://gobald.my/ or log on to Go Bald Facebook Page for more info.

And for you guys who wish to give continuous support to help children in Sarawak to fight cancer, even after the Go Bald event, you are more than welcomed to contact Sarawak Children's Cancer Society.

Our Care, Their Hope.
Together we can make a difference, and hopefully a better tomorrow for them.
So what are we waiting for, people? Let us show some support. Show up at The Spring, Kuching this Sunday! Hope to meet you there!

Oh ya, nak tau Si Botak kesayangan saya?

That's me hugging my #1 most fave Baldee ever.
Aidil
17.02.1989 - 26.01.1991

Kaca Angkasa by Wani Ardy

Satu lagi lagu nak kongsi.

KACA ANGKASA
(Lagu/Lirik oleh Wani Ardy)

Aku kasihan dengan mereka
Yang tidak tahu beza kaca, permata
Aku kasihan dengan mereka
Yang tidak tahu syukur apa ada

Punya teman, kita lemparkan
Dunia luas, apa yang dihairan
Manusia mudah terasa
Merumitkan apa yang biasa

Apa perlunya dendam segala
Bila ada Tuhan dan karma
Apa jaminan kita kekal sama
Persetan kenal sebulan atau sedekad

Punya teman, kita lemparkan
Dunia luas, apa yang dihairan
Manusia mudah terasa
Merumitkan apa yang biasa

“Siapa yang mahu
menadah sambut
kaca dari angkasa?”

Yang kita betul hendak, seribulah menapak
Yang kita sudah enggan, melangitlah hujahan

Kita kaca bagi yang buta

Manusia mudah terasa
Merumitkan apa yang biasa








Macam yang Wani tulis dalam lirik lagu ni, "Kita kaca bagi yang buta". Tapi aku tak salahkan sesiapa kalau ada yang buta membezakan kaca atau permata. Tak perlu berdendam, Tuhan lebih tahu hikmahnya.

Rainy Sunday

When I woke up this morning, I heard the sound of raindrops falling on my rooftop.

Bliss.

Therefore I'd like to share a song called 'Rain' by Priscilla Ahn, one of my favourite singer-songwriter. Enjoy.




Lyrics:
Well it's raining and it's pouring
and my old man, well he is snoring

rainy day stay

well my brother, he builds a puzzle
on the blue rug with lazy bubbles

rainy day please stay

rain rain don't go away, the sun can come back another day
rainy day please stay

well my mother, she doesn't bother with the dishes in the kitchen

rainy day please stay
well now i am three thousand miles from a rainy day with my dearest lovers

fathers dreaming of the fall
mother covers with the shall
brothers in the yellow hall, painting pictures on the wall
i am listening on the floor, to sounds i used to know
rain is falling to the ground praying all the hopes
are found

rain rain don't go away, the sun can come back another day, rain please stay

rain rain rain rain....

We Cannot Read Other People's Mind and Heart

Sometimes people don't have to say out loud of what they have in mind. Yes, actions may be louder than words. And words itself are needed to convey messages. But in the end it's their intention that matters, as what you see and what you heard can be deceiving. God knows better of one's intention. And you are not God. You're just one ordinary human like myself.

I'd like to post that on my Facebook status just now, but I didn't have the heart to. I'm posting here instead. Someone accused me for 'not being there when needed' where in fact, I really want to. It's just that I cannot make it due to some circumstances which are totally out of my control.

And the fact that this person thought I do not care, that hurts me a lot. But I cannot defence myself, as the more I'd try to, the more I'd sound like I'm making excuses. So I just remain silence and swallow all the blame. For I believe, God knows better. God knows the truth.

Am I doing the right thing? :(

Di Sebalik Pintu

Him: If only she let me in.
Her: If only he knock.

And there goes the story of two, waiting for nothing.

My Blog Analysis?

Bila aku perhatikan blog sendiri yang akhir-akhir ini agak mudah bersawang, aku terperasan yang entri-entri aku mula berkurang dengan banyaknya sejak aku keluar dari syif dan bekerja 5 hari seminggu.

Lihat saja contoh di bawah:

Mac 2009 Entri 1 Entri 2 Entri 3 Entri 4

Mac 2010 Entri 1 Entri 2 Entri 3

Mac 2011 Entri 1 Entri 2 (setakat sebelum entri ini ditulis)

Okay. Aku rasa bulan Mac tak sesuai untuk dijadikan sampel analisis. Walaupun bilangan entri Mac menurun dan menyokong pernyataan "entri-entri aku mula berkurang", tapi jumlah menurunnya tu setakat 1 entri je, maka secara tidak langsung ianya berlawanan dengan pernyataan "berkurang dengan banyaknya".

Mari kita analisis bulan lain pula.

Korang nampak? Lepas je aku tukar waktu bekerja (iaitu bermula pada Jan 2011), mood blogging menurun dengan ketaranya. Kita lihat pula perbandingan setiap suku tahunan, bermula daripada aku mula blogging, sehinggalah kini.

Haih..sibuk pulak aku nak plot graf carta segala kan. Kat ofis dah puas dok plot macam-macam jenis graf, kat rumah pun sibuk nak buat analisis jugak?

T__T

(Nampak sangat aku tengah bosan sekarang, kan?)

Wani Ardy's Melody as Melody's Remedy?

These few days, mood aku asyik nak dengar lagu Wani Ardy memanjang.

Mungkin sebab Wani dah balik Malaysia, for good. (Welcome home Wani!!) Atau mungkin sebab aku akan terlepas Wani Ardy's Homecoming Night kat Gravy Baby malam nanti.

Atau mungkin juga sebab aku sedang melalui moments yang kurang menarik sekarang. (Yang mana setiap kali aku down aku suka layan lagu Wani, terutama lagu-lagu dia zaman 2008 dan sebelumnya, entah kenapa)


Ingat Wani, teringat Hari Bintang Jatuh. I missed the event Mission Confession: Ke Hadapan Bintang Jatuh very much. Huhuhu..

Jauh...

Bila dekat, mahu pergi.

Sudah pergi, mahu kembali.

Pelik? No. That's why people always say that we never treasure anything(or anyone) that we have, not until we lost it. Kan? Tell me if you agree.

P/s: Sedang membawa diri jauh dari tempat sendiri. That explains the lack of updates recently, I supposed. Btw, will be back home next week. Home sweet home.

I miss Kuching...

Can't wait to..........

Kekasih Terunggul

Sesungguhnya Allah dan malaikatNya berselawat (memberi segala penghormatan dan kebaikan) kepada Nabi (Muhammad s.a.w); wahai orang-orang yang beriman berselawatlah kamu kepadanya serta ucapkanlah salam sejahtera dengan penghormatan yang sepenuhnya. (Al-Ahzaab 33:56)Malam ini, 12 Rabiulawal, ulangtahun kelahiran Nabi Muhammad SAW.
Sempena hari yang mulia ini, sama-samalah kita banyakkan Selawat ke atas baginda, nabi junjungan kita, kekasih Allah yang terunggul.

I've bought this book recently, and it's in my reading list now. I guess I should (we Muslim should) take initiative to know more of him. Don't you think so?




Let's do some Selawat for Our Beloved Prophet Muhammad SAW.



To end this entry, I'd like to share a song from our brother Amer Munawer, titled "Seluruh Mahabbah". Beautiful song.





P/s: Say no to Valentines.

Apakah ada...?

Haippp.. mestilah ada! Lols!

Welcome Cute Lil Rabbit! (But Can I Still Keep My Cute Gege the Little Tiger?)

So today is the 1st day of the year in Chinese Lunar calendar. It's the year of rabbit! Cute, dont you think so? I remembered last year I have to be on duty during CNY. The previous year, I went for a holiday in KL and were in Genting Highlands on CNY.

This year, I'll just go and spend my long weekend with self, family or friends. It's been a while since the last time I had long weekend.

To all families and friends celebrating Chinese New Year, I'd like to wish Gong Xi Fa Cai, Xinnian Kuai Le 新年快乐! (I hope I spell that correctly)

(P/s: terjemahan untuk Rabbit kat atas tu sila cari sendiri, hehehe)

Ask me, ask you?

Just where have you been?




I have no answer.

11.1.11

How fast time flies. It's already the 11th day of 2011. Feels like it was still 2006 last night (Why 2006? Sebab rindu masa mendaftar kat UMP? Hehehe).

So, happy new year (belated version). Happy days and happy life ahead to all (InshaAllah).
I'll continue in my next entry later. Soon. Ok, maybe not that soon.

(Short? I intent to. Tak lah ada orang komplen berabuk nanti heh)

Till next time~